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My job is to carry light into dark places.
(I reserve the right to disagree with my younger self.)
https://tinyurl.com/MyRecoveryTools
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https://tinyurl.com/RecoveryCroneIndex
My job is to carry light into dark places.
(I reserve the right to disagree with my younger self.)
https://tinyurl.com/MyRecoveryTools
https://tinyurl.com/NextRightAction
https://tinyurl.com/RecoveryCroneIndex
Episodes

Monday Aug 18, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Fr Gavin
Monday Aug 18, 2025
Monday Aug 18, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Saturday Aug 02, 2025
OA Workshop - Love and Forgiveness Part 2
Saturday Aug 02, 2025
Saturday Aug 02, 2025
Sheila J's Love & Forgiveness workshop was vital to healing resentments towards my perpetrators. I'm very grateful for her courage for putting on this workshop and for the Los Angeles intergroup for making it available on their website.
This is part 2 of 2.

Thursday Jul 31, 2025
OA Workshop - Love and Forgiveness Part 1
Thursday Jul 31, 2025
Thursday Jul 31, 2025
Sheila J's Love & Forgiveness workshop was vital to healing resentments towards my perpetrators. I'm very grateful for her courage for putting on this workshop and for the Los Angeles intergroup for making it available on their website.
This is part 1 of 2.

Friday Jul 25, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Fr Terry 1985
Friday Jul 25, 2025
Friday Jul 25, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, but that is not the case here. I have quoted Father Terry to my sponsees so often that I jokingly refer to him as my long-lost husband. I have several workshops by him (and others) on My Recovery Tools google drive.
here is the Recovery Tools link in plain text: https://tinyurl.com/MyRecoveryTools

Monday Jul 21, 2025
Conversation with Sabrina - Disassociation & Victim Identity
Monday Jul 21, 2025
Monday Jul 21, 2025
I'm very proud of Sabrina and I for this exploratory conversation. We talked about what is disassociation, what isn't, and where she and I fall on that scale. We then talked about being overly invested in our victim identity and how to shift out of that. We really enjoyed unpacking this topic and I'm proud of us both for how far we have traveled along our recovery roads.
Sabrina, you are an angel and I'm grateful for all that you bring to these podcasts!

Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Scott R 1995
Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
Tuesday Jul 15, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Earl H 2018
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
This 2018 talk by Earl H on the meaning of AA's 3-sided triangle of "Recovery, Service, and Unity" is a personal favorite. I hope you enjoy it, too!

Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Patti O 2001
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
Wednesday Jul 09, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Thursday Jul 03, 2025
Step One - Recalibrating My Brain with Chani K
Thursday Jul 03, 2025
Thursday Jul 03, 2025
I am a former devotee of the Queen of Control and step one is admitting I have no control. So, if I've fallen head first into a loaf of bread, my disease brain's reflexive move is to come up with a PLAN--a plan to regain control. Not good. I need an immediate antidote and since 2009, I found one. Chani from the Los Angeles OA website really understands the shape of my disease. I merged all three of her talks from 2009, 2016, and 2017 into one audio file. Enjoy!
As a former devotee, I like this word:


Tuesday Jul 01, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Keith L 1992
Tuesday Jul 01, 2025
Tuesday Jul 01, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.
