Episodes

Monday May 05, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Charlie C 2006
Monday May 05, 2025
Monday May 05, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Monday Apr 28, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Fr Tom 1992
Monday Apr 28, 2025
Monday Apr 28, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Sandy B 1976
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.
This particular talk inspired the AA booklet "Drop the Rock", which you can find here.

Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Tradition Study - Tradition Eleven - Spiritual Principle of Anonymity
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
We're back! We had a great discussion on Tradition Eleven.
Tradition 11 of Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) says, "Our public relations policy is based on attraction rather than promotion; we need always maintain personal anonymity at the level of press, radio, and films." Al-Anon includes the addition, "We need guard with special care the anonymity of all AA members."1

Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Bob T 2004
Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Thursday Apr 10, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Sunday Feb 23, 2025
Tradition Study - Tradition Ten - Spiritual Principle of Neutrality
Sunday Feb 23, 2025
Sunday Feb 23, 2025
We're back! We had a great discussion on Tradition Ten!
"Alcoholics Anonymous has no opinion on outside issues; hence the AA name ought never be drawn into public controversy."

Wednesday Feb 05, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Lorna K 2007
Wednesday Feb 05, 2025
Wednesday Feb 05, 2025
My “Light Into Dark Places” series is to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years. Many don't resonate with me today, which is fine. I don't need them today like I did 13 years ago. In gratitude, I want to share their stories with you.

Friday Jan 31, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - Earl H 2004
Friday Jan 31, 2025
Friday Jan 31, 2025
Ear H was by far the most important AA speaker during those dark night of the soul years. I was able to call him on the phone and we chatted for a few minutes. He understood loneliness, hopelessness, spiritual isolation, and rage. If I ever felt like I was too broken (which was daily if not hourly), I could listen to Earl and know that I wasn't.

Tuesday Jan 28, 2025
Light Into Dark Places - A Tribute
Tuesday Jan 28, 2025
Tuesday Jan 28, 2025
I want to pay tribute to the speakers who carried light into my very, very dark years of 2006-2009 (trauma memories, health crisis, break up, laid off, bankruptcy, and so much more).
Shortly after moving to Portland in 2009, I was sitting in a meeting and I had the thought, "I can't believe I made it." With the thought came a deep knowing that I did not walk through those years; I was carried. I was carried by every meeting, every share, every speaker, every healthcare professional, every fellow, every friend, and every kind neighbor.
I want to share the speaker pitches that I listened to over and over during that time. There are many that don't resonate with me today and that's okay. I don't need them today; I needed them 13 years into recovery wondering looking at the decimated rubble of my life and wondering where the *fuck* was my "happy destiny."

Thursday Jan 23, 2025
Tradition Study - Tradition Nine - Spiritual Principle of Structure
Thursday Jan 23, 2025
Thursday Jan 23, 2025
We're back! Finally, after a couple of graduations, two weddings and a funeral (not joking), we finally had the time and energy to renew our tradition study. I'm so glad we did because we had a great discussion on Tradition Nine!
“Alcoholics Anonymous, as such, ought never be organized; but we may create service boards or committees directly responsible to those they serve."